i wont deactivate my account coz i dnt want u to feel guilty..I  will manage my habit by loggin in unnecessarily seein other ppl happiness; simply rewinding and see wat i saw evrytym,simply wastin my tym for nouse ..
 i am happy tat u r a person who never forgets the ppl who hav helpd u gain happiness in ur lyf
 i used to be lke this  b4..to dedicate smethin for my frnds.but it wont cme in my thots..i dnt know y now..what is blocking me ... i was always rushing myself to make u happy and ultimately failin in all attempt..somehow i gained confidence and i thot i woud stop worryin..then one day i heard from u whethr i am afraid of u...i felt i am failin again...u dont understand watz goin in my mind...coz i dnt want anyone to tell me do smethin...
u didn do anythin wrng
 its tat sme fight is goin wth me and my mind..am in a hurry to prove smething to u
 so today i stoppd it
 i don't have to prove u tat i can make u always happy..may b tats not love
 i am not a slave who married making a promise to make u always happy
 i am jus a normal human being with anger,love,sympathy and is better i try to b lke this
and yearn frm u only wat i deserve
 i may appear simple,foolish but my mind is complicated than any1 else ..noone else but myself is responsible for it
. i like to do things myself..i feel satisfied in doing things lke tat..i dnt want to b a burden to anyone..till the end of my life i want to be independent..
 i never want my hands to be tied up..  upto this moment i dnt knw wat has made me write all these
 its jus to let u know tat my mind is struggling ...
 I know u do have problem..but i guess problems do have priority..u can choose urself
 i dnt even hav the least clue if u read this..coz am not goin to ask u..but i will save these words..as it really came out frm my mind..