wanted to write a long b4 "MY LIFE IS SCREWED" I HATE IT..HE LIVES IN A FANTASY..DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT FROM LIFE EXPECTS ME TO EXPLAIN WAT I WANT..I NEVER DO IT..I DNT WANT A BEGGIN LIFE..WEN HE FINDS FAULT I DNT EVEN WANT TO XPLAIN,I AM SO FRUSTRATED..HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS..ITS COZ OF HIM...AALL COZ OF HIS CONTRADICTIONS IN WORDS...I KNEW UR LIMITATIONS..I NEVER DEMAND A BIG HOUSE... HE DONT LOVE ME JUS BRAGS ABT LOVE AND HURTS ME MORE..I HATE HIM..I HATE HIM WEN HE MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS TO LIVE...I DNT HAVE HAPPINESS..I NEED TO RECREATE